☼complicated...

you seem such a lovely person. we all have a past, me included, but can i trust you? i want to, still i can't let myself fall too deep, i'm scared it'll end in hurt and even though i may deserve that, i don't know if i could put myself through it. i really want to put my trust in you, you say you've changed but the only way you can prove that is for me to let you show me, but is that a risk i'm willing to take? why do i insist on complicating my life? why?




hmfph,
mynameisCAITLIN☼