☼dreams...

Dreams facinate me. I like telling people about my dreams and i like hearing about other people's. I like the theory that dreams have hidden meanings that can tell you things about yourself and your life that you hadn't actually realised. I can always remember a dream from when i was little, that i was in the car with my mum at the top of the road I live on which is quite a steep hill, and my mum would stop the car and get out, but leave the engine running. Then, all of a sudden, the handbreak would come off and I'd go rolling down the hill, but I'd always seemed to reach over from the back and grab the handbreak before I crashed. I used to have that dream all the time. I still don't know what it means, but I like that I can remember it.

Nowadays, I usually dream of places from my past that I don't visit anymore, like my Primary School or my friends house that she used to live in before she moved to Australia, or the old school building that got burned down. I think it's because I don't like change and I miss the past. I also can't get my head around the fact that something so solid and perminant like a building that you spend so much time in (like the old school building) can just go, dissapear and be forgotton about, but I still remember. I always will.
I'm off to my make believe world now, where anythings possible.

Night night,
mynameisCAITLIN☼